Adam McDade
  • Commercial Work
    • Love Serve Remember Foundation
    • Praeger Publishers
    • Misfit Press
    • Walwick Hall Boutique Country Hotel
    • The Northern Correspondent
    • Cirkus IV—The Blue Star
    • Worry Party
    • Scroobius Pip
    • Nesta
    • END. Clothing
    • Restaurant Illustration
    • The Psychedelic Society
    • Dr. Chris Ryan
    • Dead Pirate Crew
    • Firewords Quarterly
  • Personal Work
    • Bali Book
    • Personal Practice
    • BBC 6 Music T-Shirt Day
    • Consumer Cults
    • Regional Narratives
    • Collaborative Illustrations
  • Tattooing
    • Tattoo Portfolio
    • Booking
  • Bio/Contact
http://adammcdade.weebly.com/beyond-the-epidermis

The 6th British Autoethnography Conference 2019 - Trip Report

12/8/2019

0 Comments

 
Thanks to funding that was generously granted as part of the Sunderland-Northumbria University CDT consortium, I was able to attend and present at the 6th Biritish Autoethnography conference 2019, held in Bristol on the 22nd and 23rd of July. The theme of the conference was of activism through autoethnography, with the website stating "We hope too that autoethnographers can use their bodies, skills and insight to shed light on issues that are difficult to explore and understand, often taboo, or seldom witnessed". The following report is my account of attending and presenting the autoethnographic aspects of my practice-based PhD research - utilising my personal accounts to generate broader cultural understanding on the multifaceted (and often intangible) skills that are required of a contemporary Western tattooist. 

Participation in ‘Doing arts-based research’ workshop with Kitrina Douglas.
M-Shed, Bristol. 22/7.
 
Prior to the conference commencing, multiple workshops where held on varying themes that involved autoethnography. My research adopts a multi-method methodological approach combining autoethnography and practice, and so from the available selection, ‘doing arts-based research’ was deemed the most relevant. The personal aim of attendance was to gain some first-hand insights into how practice and autoethnography may relate, from those who utilise it as their established methodological approach.
 
Kitrina Douglas lead the session, and introduced aspects of her autoethnography work that utilised creative practice (such as music, poetry, and film-making) while working with marginalised groups dealing with taboo topics. Douglas shared a piece of performative autoethnography in the form of a song that she had written when working with marginalised ladies in Cornwall on a 4 day retreat. The song contained lyrics that told the story of one of the ladies’ repression, but also that where her own personal narrative that reflected the sentiments of the lady who she was working with. Douglass explained how the knowledge that was gained was not merely retold in the form of words in such a way that may be deemed exploitative of their biographical narratives, but shared in vulnerability by relating to the narrative personally. As a result, the research output in the form of song was deemed more accessible to non-academic audiences, and able to communicate in such a way that was beyond words alone.
 
The workshop also involved a 2-stage task. Kitrina began the task by whispering a word into the ear of a participant, who was then asked to go into the centre of the room and communicate the word using an absence of the spoken word and through the body and gesture alone. This was then guessed by other participants. The process was followed so that each member of the group was able to perform their given word. On completion, Kitrina asked each of us to write down responses to 3 questions;

1/ How did you feel when given your word?
2/ How did you feel after performing your word?
3/ How did you feel when watching others perform their word.
 
Kitrina then read out our responses in such a way that was anonymous, highlighting the commonalties in our experiences, but uniqueness in our words. Kitrina also utilised the task to serve as an example of how we communicate through much more than words alone, highlighting the use of arts-based outputs when dealing with autoethnographic material.
 
I feel that as a result of attending the workshop, my understanding of what autoethnography is, how it can be utilised and expressed, and the validity of its employment as a research methodology has been enriched. While my PhD research takes the form of a more traditional autoethnographic approach, my understanding of its versatility of application and multitude of form has given me confidence in claiming that I am utilising a form of autoethnography which I now understand cannot be pinned down to a singular approach. 


Attendance of presentations of other researchers / practitioners utilising autoethnographic methodological approaches, and presentation of research. 22 & 23/7.
 
Both the Monday and Tuesday of the conference featured presentations from autoethnographers from a variety of disciplines. The session on Monday the 22nd featured more established autoethnographers such as Ken Gale and David Carless. The work they presented took the form of traditional paper readings, conventionally formatted conference presentations, as well as musical and narrative performances. When the content was presented, the utilisation of the body in its various forms of expression assisted in the communication of the ideas, echoing the sentiments of the workshop held earlier in the day by Kitrina Douglas.
 
An example of this included the presentation titled ‘Trickster Tales’ by Lapin Ammattikorkeakoulu, who presented her autoethnography based on a tradition of call and response that is native to her African origins, and required the audience to recount a story (including actions) to the person who was situated next to them. Lapin then spoke on oral history and storytelling, using her personal narrative and embodied expression to communicate her messages. Other presentations included the themes of parenting in its various forms, and consisted of narrativised anecdotes that speak of the challenges when dealing with topics of toilet training, technology, and discussions on difficult topics such as religion when talking to children. The anecdotes where unique to the researchers, but generalisable in so much as the experiences have common equivalents that can be drawn.
 
I was given the opportunity to present my own research on Tuesday the 23rd, to a receptive audience of around 30 people. As I presented, I became aware that my presentation style was more fluent than it has been in the past due to social anxiety. Despite this still being something difficult to contend with, I recognised that my knowledge of the content that I was delivering allowed me to bypass my emotional responses to public speaking and communicate effectively. As I was speaking, I was made aware of audience engagement with the content through eye-gaze and laughter (where humour was intended). When reading an excerpt of my autoethnographic writing, I also heard an audience member state, ‘Yes! That’s it!’, which assisted in alleviating insecurities surrounding uncertainty as to if I was performing autoethnography ‘properly’. Due to time constraints that where the result of technological issues, no question session was able to be held, however multiple meaningful and mutually encouraging conversations with other presenters ensued throughout the day.
 
As the day continued, I attentively watched other presenters share their work on themes such as working as a counsellor dealing with themes of political contrast between therapist and patient (Travis Heath), working with colleagues with challenging attitudes while caring for patients with dementia (Gary Hodge), and dealing with the harmful institutional pressures and expectations when working within academia (Karen Lumsden). While watching the presentations, I recorded observations and notes on realisations that I was gaining on what autoethnography really is, and how it is valuable when dealing with topics that are difficult to communicate and document in more traditional methodological approaches.
 
The notes included comments such as;
 
‘Autoethnography acknowledges that research is conducted by a human, and doesn’t separate research from the researcher’
 
‘Autoethnography brings the somatic experience to the subject that is being researched, representing a topic with authenticity and recognition of nuance’.

‘Autoethnography is what Jack Kerouac does’

‘Autoethnography is a methodological approach that recognises the notion that we are spiritual beings having a human experience’
 
Though these notes where for my own understanding, they have been included in this report in the spirit of autoethnographic inquiry, as they are records of ideas / thoughts / questions that have been triggered by participating in the conference. In a similar fashion, diagrammatic forms where sketched based on personal interpretation of other presenters’ ways of utilising autoethnography, and how it is appropriate and valid to my own research. These included a visual response Fiona Murrays account of a spin class, that interweaved theory with both chronological narrative and internal workings, in recognition of the experience of participation in such an event. The notes made where not related to the presentation content alone, but what can be learned indirectly from having been present for the presentation. 

Summary
 
Attendance at the sixth British conference of autoethnography allowed me to have opportunity to engage with other practitioners using autoethnography to uncover information that is under represented. In addition, I was able to present my research to a knowledgeable audience and gain feedback, learn of the research of others that may be drawn upon to enhance my own understanding, and introduce my research to a network of (hopefully) potential future colleagues. As a result of my attendance, I feel that I am more confident in both presenting research and in my use of autoethnography, and engaged with my methodological approach as much as I am the subject of my research. I am very grateful to Northumbria-Sunderland CDT directors and AHRC for allowing me the opportunity to have participated in what I deem the most valuable conference I have attended to date. 

Adam McDade
​
Tattooist at Triplesix Studios
AHRC NPIF Funded PhD Research Student at The University of Sunderland

0 Comments



Leave a Reply.

    Beyond the Epidermis: Research Blog

    A document of my experience working as a tattooist at Triplesix Studios, while also serving as a platform for my AHRC NPIF funded research as a PhD student in Design at the University of Sunderland.

    Archives

    May 2020
    February 2020
    January 2020
    October 2019
    August 2019
    July 2019
    May 2019
    March 2019
    December 2018
    November 2018
    October 2018
    April 2018
    March 2018
    February 2018
    January 2018
    December 2017
    October 2017
    September 2017
    July 2017

    RSS Feed

    Categories

    All
    Adammcdade
    Adammcdadeillustration
    Adammcdadephd
    Adammcdadetattoo
    Ahrc
    Ahrcresearch
    Alexgrey
    Allysongrey
    Amaziograph
    Apprentice
    Apprenticetattoo
    Art
    Arts
    Autoethnography
    Bali
    Banners
    Bez
    Bez666
    Bruce Carpenter
    Chapelofsacredmirrors
    Cirkus
    Colourpacking
    Constructivist
    Cosm
    Craft
    Danhartley
    Design
    Designer
    Designresearch
    Desigresearch
    Dissemination
    Drawing
    Drawingfortattooing
    Education
    Ego
    Egotattoo
    Exercise
    Fakeskin
    Fake Skin
    Frankenstein
    Freehand
    Fruitskin
    Fruittattoo
    Humour
    Illustration
    Kitrinadouglas
    Lettering
    Mandala
    Markmaking
    Memorialtattoo
    Methodology
    Minimumchargetattoo
    Northernbridge
    NPIF
    Pain
    Peteheatlie
    Phd
    Phdinquarantine
    Phdresearch
    Phdtattoo
    Practice
    Practicebasedres
    Practicebasedresearch
    Practiceledresearch
    Reflective Practice
    Research
    Reserach
    Roses
    Rosetattoo
    RumahSanur
    Sailorjerry
    Sanur
    Saybrookeuniversity
    Scrolls
    Seeing
    Skull
    Staceygreentattoo
    Stanleykrippner
    Stenciks
    Streetfighter
    Studio
    Study
    Sunderland
    Tattoo
    Tattooapprentice
    Tattoo Apprentice
    Tattoodo
    Tattooing
    Tattooist
    Tattoomeaning
    Tattoopractice
    Tattooresearch
    TattooTalk
    Text
    Triplesixstudios
    Triplesix Studios
    Ubud
    Universityofsunderland
    Walk-in Tattoos
    Westerntattooing

Powered by Create your own unique website with customizable templates.